keluarga dan sahabat

hari ni,just wanna give a point of view ttg frens and family.which one is better.

family

bak kate org,family comes first.stuju kah dgn pendapat itu?mmg benar la klu dikatakan keluarga dlu sebelum yang lain.tp,do we tell our family every single story that happened in our life?for me,mmg ye.but not all la.even i am a bit kecoh or talkative,but not sume crite i told my parents.but,to sis yes.they are like my diary.any stories yang tak diceritakan kepada my parents,i'll tell them.yela,da kate adik beradik.and kbetulan kitorg sgt rapat.tp,biasala,air yang tenang,jgn la plak sangka takde buaya.mesti ade gaduh2,merajuk2 and pujuk2.lagi la mostly adik2 yang after me ni ramai girls.thats commonla.we share everything together.interest,hobby and same style.pg mane2 mmg takde la nak bergaya gaya.same je.sume mesti akan pakai tudung hitam.bkn takde tudung lain.berlambak je tdg colour lain.but black is our style.nak bt camne.sampai ada org pun da cam tt is our trade mark.adik beradik hitam.but not skin ok.my parents plak.every problems, i share ngan dorg. for me,they are the best reference ever and the best persons to rely on.even sometimes ada la percanggahan dari segi pendapat.but they are still the best.for me,without them,i'll not be here.grateful to have parents like them.same goes to my big family.my uncles and my aunts.and my granny.really2 helpful.

frens

they are like a place to mengadu klu bengang kat other frens.byk jgk perkara yang diceritakan kepada dorg.yang bestnya frens ni,sebb kan dorg same baya,so,we share the same thinking.ckp pun benda yang sama.benda yang rasa sesuai utk diceritakan kpd dorg dan tak sesuai utk diceritakn lagi kepada my sisters pun blh cerita kat dorg.if do have problems ngn family pun blh luahkan kat dorg.klu dlu,kat asrama,with iz and na,the topic yang i'll never discuss with other people except them blh la dibicarakan.ttp,ble dorg da duk jauh2,topic tu tak akan dibangkitkan whether to my family or frens.secret.....satu lagi,klu dapat kawan yang sporting macam ija,kite blh cakap je apa yang terluah and terfikir kat kpala.klu dapat kawan yang senyap or pendiam,tu tak thu nak bt apa.sebab tak de lagi kawan yang macam tu.tp, ada kawan yang very secretive plak,yang always private and confidential,we tackle the problem dgn tidak amik thu pasal rahsia dorg.tu la jalan yang paling selamat.tak nak la plak digelar penyibuk.dok jage tepi kain org.klu dapat kawan yang gossip girl,ni tak selamat sket.hehe.tp,klu nak crite masalah,crite jela.of coz they'll know yang mane yg ptt utk keep it as a secret kan.klu dapat kawan yang talkative mcm saye ni,terpaksa la org lagi satu tu byk diam.klu dua2 cakap,sape nak dgr.klu dapat kawan yang memilih plak,mmg la tak syok.nak pilih org yang pandai jela,tak pun kaya,tak pun cantik.klu org tu takde mane2 point tu,sorry,u r out of my list.tak bestnya kawan camtu.itu adalah sket point of view ttg family and frens.

hmm,segalanya da diuraikan.so,which one is better is nobody actually.but for me,mmgla family comes first.sbb klu takde family,ssh nak cari kawan yang blh tanggung dgn kesusahan kite.but frens juga sgt la penting.klu takde kawan,life will never be fun.

chinese new year

on friday,24th i went home utk bercuti raya cina.what made me happy was,we are going to have our family gathering kat pangkor island.hmm, hari sabtu, my aunts,uncles and my nenek trn frm johor.since my mum was the only one yang duk kat kl.actually,tujuan nya is because my last uncle,ayah cu,nak bertunang.and org yang hdk ditunang berasal dari teluk intan,perak.if im not mistaken la.

then,sabtu malam tu,we all gather kat my mum's kindergarten and bt thalil utk arwah atok ayah ku.dian tak diam.da dkt stahun atok ayah pergi meninggal kan kitorg.then,hari ahad pagi2 lagi da bertolak sbb janji ng dorg nak dtg kul 11.tp,kul 9 tak brtolak lagi.bertolak kul 10,sampai kul 1.sampai2,kitorg terkejut sebab ada khemah siap.on the way,kitorg da membygkan macam2 perkara yang akan terjadi.sampai2 je kitrog da tergelak-gelak.maybe family sis tu pu plek kot.keluarga weird mane la yg dtg ni.pastu proses nak meminang adalah proses yang sgt2 la klaka.sbbnya,ni anak laki yang bongsu and the only boy in my mum's sibling.dlu,org je yg dtg meminang ank2 nenekku.tetiba nak pg meminang org lak.so,takde sesape yang mahir bab2 nak meminang ni.waktu ni mmg la sgt berterabur.dgn tak faham2 apa org tu kiaskan lagi la.macam2 la.bercakap macam ayam itik pun ada.bermula dgn pak teh ku,then pas mic kat ayahku pastu kat ayah man plak.pastu kat pakcik sahar.mic tu asyik berpas2 je.tp,isinya tak jgk kluar.kitorg yg tgk ni duk glak je la.dgn dtg nya dala bawak budak2 kecik.mmg la tak de pengalaman.at last habis jgk perbincangan org2 dewasa ni.makan kat rumah tunang pakcikku ni mmg sedap la.kbetulan kitorg lapar.mmg bedal habis2 a.gambar kat camera makdikku.tak sempat copy.so,no pics utk majlis ni la.

after majlis tu,ktorg pun pergi la pangkor.dgn baju2 kebaya tu pergi angkut beg galas n beg2 besar naik feri.sampai pangkor nak dkt maghrib gak la.kitorg tdo kat bayu beach resort.

nice view

pangkor island

the island

arrive at bayu beach resort

pastu g makan kat satu kdi ni yang sgt la slow service nya.lame gle menunggu.dari kul 8 lebih sampai la 11.baru 8 org makan,yg die bagi first lauk cume 5 ekor udang goreng.disebabkan lapar sgt,kitorg pun makan la nasi je. ng sos.pastu baru sampai sup sayur.pastu ikan sweet sour yang tak masak.mama bagi balik kat org tu suruh masak. org tu pun masak la balik.first group da balik bilik da.yang kitorg tinggal lagi sebab bnyk lagi makanan tak sampai.da nak dkt2 habis barula bnyk makanan dtg.then,bungkus igt nak bawak balik.tp,makdik tertinggal plak kat counter die.so,org tu la blh mkn balik.balik bilik tido.besokny pagi2,frst2 amik angin kat pantai dlu.

pantai time

posing,jgn tak posing

then,kitorg breakfast kat resort tu je.pastu,dorg mandi.disebabkan kakiku yang luka akibat jatuh dari motor,so,tak leyh la nak swim.tak best btul.geram je tgk dorg main bola tampar dalam pool.pastu,habis mandi siap2 nak balik ke darat la.tp,sbelum tu,nak round2 dlu.so,kitorg pun nak la sewa 2 van.tp,hapraknya van.takde satu pun yg nak bawak w'pun dibyr 100 for each van.last2 pakcik sahar n ayahman tahan satu bas sekolah.naik bas sekolah la kitorg.pg kilang ikan ng sotong2 kering.murah tul.berbakul2 bli.habis je,kitorg pg singgah jap kat tembok besar china rekaan.then ktorg naik ferry balik darat.

penantian di tepi jalan

waiting time

dalam bus

tgk apa?

eye-ing on something

berbakul-bakul tu

pilih,pilih

nak jgk posing

ferry

after sampai kat darat,naik cameron plak.luckily da booked dlu hotel,klu tak terpaksa turun balik la malam tu.sampai2 je round pasar malam.the next day,pg membeli belah cenderamata. pastu turun balik kl.

besoknya on wednesday,semula balik johor balik.and semua join except for our beloved abg nuar.wish u could join us.tambah kan lagi sorg pemandu tambahan.

balik uia lak,mmg pnat.tak tdo for two days.siapkan site model and site analysis.da siap.and sbb tu la blh update.hehe.

tagged by boo!!!!

1] Who was your last text from?
zaf
[2] Where was your default picture taken?
kat cameron ng sisters and bros
[3] Your relationship status?
hmmm..........
[4] Have you ever lost a close friend?
nope.just jarang dgr kabar je.
[5] What is your current mood?
sleepy
[6] What's your sister's name?
younger sis.
nur khalida
nur khalisah
nur karimah
[7] What's your favorite color(s)?
always red.combination of red and black.red and white.
green is good for eyes.
blue is better to feel the relaxing mood.
[8] With whom do you wish you were right now?
dad and bro.currently both watching pirates of the carribean.
[9] Have a crazy side?
yup
[10] Ever had a near death experience?
nope.
[11] Something you do a lot?
makan makan and makan.tts all.
[12] Angry at anyone?
for the time being nope.
[13] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
malu
[14] When was the last time you cried?
last week i guess.
[15] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yup
[16] Love your Boyfriend?
no boyfriend and not thinking of having one too.
[17] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my dad.
[18] What are your favorite songs?
too many
[19] What are you doing right now?
nothing.doing this tag
[20] Who do you trust right now?
my bff
[21] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
my dad.
[22] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
dad and mum
[23] What is your lucky number?
dont know
[24] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
always be my two best buddies.iz n na.
kat uia ramaila.nak sebut pjg sgt list.kat skolah rendah lagi.a lot.
[25] Describe your life in one word?
everything.
[26] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
nope.bnd lagho ni.
[27] Who are you thinking of right now?
nobody
[28] What should you be doing right now?
sleep
[29] If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
ntahla.just wanna be success di dunia and hereafter
[30] What did you hear now?
nothing
[31] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
abdullah haziq
[32] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my sis.kjut die solat isyak
[33] Do you act differently around the person you like?
yup.trus menangis.sbb org yg ku ske hanya kim heechul.and when i got to see him waktu dtg kl hari tu,menangis la apa lagi.terharu sgt.
[34] What is your natural hair color?
not sure
[35] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
mum

FREEDOM!

at last,after bout few weeks bertungkus lumus dgn butter paper,pres boards,and foam board,dapat jgk update blog.tp, still presentation is on monday same goes to other sections.one of other reason yang menyebabkan kite takleyh nak update is because i dont own any laptop.takde duit la nak bli.hny mampu tgk org lain punya je la.so,when im home and doing nothing je i can update my blog.

well,so many things happen in these few weeks. i joined the uia sports carnival.tp,awal awl lagi da kalah.too bad because most of the players injured b4 the game started.it was such a good experience. i met new people from other courses.klu tak sbelum ni jadi org yang tak bersosial. da asyik duk kat studio je tak pun bilik.hmm,group futsal tu really like gol & gincu.smua newbies. baru start main. klaka gak frst2 tendang bola tak kne.haha.but not for kekek. she was really2 hebat la. rembat mmg kuat. kak wani was such a good keeper. and others were such goodplayers.ijah,farah,kak yong,kak ila,kak nana,kak masyi,kak anna,yaa,and kak didi.and thanks the most to our manager.really2 sporting.best sgt.

after habis futsal,ktorg sibuk bt projek plak. owh.b4 tu,a nght b4 kitorg game,igt nak bawak motor la sebab ka male sport complex kan.so,ajak kay jalan jalan bawak motr dlu.kay was the driver la. tetiba motor bergegar.then,kay decide nak berhenti.kitorg pun berenti la kat celcom building.tersangkut kat situ rupanya tayar motorku pancit.waaa!!!!tak thu nak buat apa.so,call ain.nasib baik la ain ada.she was the hero on tt say.die fetch us and kay bawak balik motor since she is more lighter than me.besoknya terpaksa pinjm motor ain plak. last wednesday,kitorg g frim.best gak a.balik2 supposedly ada test history tp,nasib baik la class cancel.thanks to the people yg tlg jumpa prof mintak cancel class.

and on the same week,kitorg punya blok or actually level tak de air.sedyh kot.da la hari jumaat org lain dapat cuti.kitorg da kne submit on friday.da habis cite da.daaa!!!!XOXO.

awal muharram and happy new year!!!

well,maybe its too late for me to ucapkan selamat menyambut awal muharram and happy new year.but still, nak wish jgk. malam new year, x pegi sambut pun.except for my mum and dad and my siblings.they all went to IKEA,mutiara damansara to watch the celebration tt was prepared by them.mmg la meriah sgt.kedai smua tutup pkl satu.but, my mum tak tunggu pun die countdown coz she was too tired sbb uruskan bnyk benda b4 new year.

hmm, hari tu ija ada cakap pasal crite the hoppers &ahli muzik kat 8tvyang terdiri daripada 4 org sekawan.gambit,bobo,fungus,dan fatul and also alia ng fynn.pastu,tadi tgk la cite tu kat 8tv seperti yang diinform.citer tu hari ahad.from my opinion,mmg best kot.klaka dorg tu.lagi2 bobo.rileks je.sempoi.yg nak thu sgt,gambit tu org mane agknya.sbb,die converse dalam bhs klantan gak tadi.tp,skejap ckap kelantan,kejap tak.tgk citer tu terigt kat satu citer dlm KBSW ada satu cite 2 days one nite.macm tu gakla.berjalan sambil bt aktiviti.and salah sorg dari dorg kekadang jadi cameraman.kitorg da target nak bli video cam yang macm dorg tu.kecik sket dari kamera yang slalu digunakan utk bt movie or citer.it costs around 9,000 kot.mmg mahal klu nak bli.takpe la,tunggu ada duit dlu.

k,time to revenge,seperti yang dah dijanjikan kepada my sister,i'll put the kg girl name in my blog.ala,die tak baca pun,takpe la.selama ni,klu asyik nak menjaga hati ng perasaan org.tp,ble da terkena mmg la mintak maaf nak jaga perasaan awak lagi ye POMPUAN!!!!!!it is not my intention to humiliate her la.tp,klu da kurang ajar sgt.mmg terpaksa la.spanjang kita kt skolah la kan.klu kite tak puas hati ng sesape,tak pernah lagi kite pg telefon mak bapak budak tu and bercerita pasal anak die.and budak ni sgt la berani.tp syg,brani tak kne tempat.bygkan la,baru form one da kurang ajar.hari tu,ada sorg bdk ni tetiba call my mum.cakap pasal my sis tu la ni la.and die siap cakap lagi,aunty,anak aunty tu truk la.perangai die bla bla bla.and my mum was really shocked.tp,its ok.my mum layan jela.after my sis balik dari boarding school,my mum asked her ada tak kawan name skian2.then,my sis cakap ade.my mum tny la.bdk tu camne ng my sis.krenya relationship la.whther ada masalah ke tak.my sis cakap die ok and bla bla bla.she never tell my mum yg bdk tu mmg bermasalah sket kat skolah.bkn nak puji my sisla.im not saying tt she is really2 baik.tp,still tak ktuk org sesuka hati la.baru2 ni ble balik cuti,maybe die da tak thn kot,baru la die cite pasal bdk tu.and my sis was really shocked when my mum told her yg bdk tu ada call cakap pasal my sis.she was really upset and pity her.pastu,ada cite yang menarik skali.die libatkan da whole family when she said tt yg family die cam org kampung la,father die tu la ni la.itu mmg da cari nahas.bkn nak cakap,klu awak tu btul la org kaya n org yang berada,selalunya org yg macm tu takkan nak menunjuk la.macm org kekurangan kasih syang lak.klu ye pun kaya la kan,awak tu cuma menumpang harta ayah je.igt la sket.jgn la nak berlagak macam harta sendiri plak.kitorg sedar la yg kitorg ni are not coming from rich family.klu ade pun,tts belong to our parents and not ours.so,pompuan,ko jgn la nak berlagak sgt.muke ko tu lebih dari org kampung.pki mekap tebal2,myk wangi bertan2 tp tk cantik2 jgk.terasa jahat lak bt camni.tp,tk kisah.nak jgk bt.this is the only place i can really express my expression.

once again,happy new year.

new life

minggu ni baru bermula kehidupanku sebagai pelajar architecture course utk sem yg kedua di thn yang pertama.bnyk perkara yg berlaku waktu sem frst dlu yg menyebabkanku berasa insaf kerana keputusan yg sgt menyedihkan.azam baru ditanam utk this sem.

hari pertama sepatutnya,masuk je dalam studio yang da dipilih trough iium portal.web course online registration.tapi,benda lain plak yg jadi.kitorg disuruh masuk ke dalam main audi utk diberi taklimat.tetiba,diberitahu utk memilh projek mane yg kitorg nak.it was divided in three sections.commercial,residential and institutional.kena berebut lak tu.frst2 kami bertiga termasuk kakak akasia pergi serbu section 1 bcause tu yg paling dekat.then,after da daftar kitorg lalu kat section3.most of our ex studiomates masuk kat situ.dorg ajak masuk skali.kimi suruh akfan jadi promoter.after listened to them,kitorg macam serba salah nak masuk ke tak.after fikir2.kitorg pun tukar section.satu lagi sbb slalu dgr yg studio master section 3 tu hebat.so,kitorg macam nak je la jadi student die as i am not tt good in design.lepas tu,kitorg pun naik la atas ke tempat studio baru.da kemas2 studio kitorg tak nampak2 lecturer pun.so,kitorg decide balik la.tak dtg da ptg tu.

but then,tgh kemas2 barang kat bilik,ainul dapat call.ija kate lecturer panggil.so,kitorg cepat2 la siap.pergi studio.mmg da lambat.waktu tu cam tak brani je nak masuk studio,sebab org kate die garang,tp,ble nampak dr shukri pandang tempat lain,apa lagi ku trus masuk dgn laju nya.igt kan dorg ikut kat blakang.rupanya,masuk sorg2 je.tgh jalan tu,alamk.die pandang la.dgn muke yg tak thu nak bt apa pg jela duduk kat situ.tetiba die cakap "are u in this studio?".then aku jawab jela "yes".then die kate y dont u give salam.sebabnya,kitorg bt ttg islamic design so kne la jadi religious sket.hari frst lagi da kne.

pastu,ajark plak kne ng die.kitorg fikir best jgk die ni.pastu,da dapat briefing,die bagithu yg kitorg akan ada field trip.supposedly,bdk frst year tak leyh kluar dari selangor.tapi,die nak bwk kitorg kluar.and tido overnight.die macam da rancang semua benda.bgthu tempat nak tido tu best la.malam tu nak bt aktiviti ni aktiviti tu.tp,kitorg kne byr utk one nght la.kitorg pun stuju.then,ku,ija dan ainul berfikir mgkn die akan membantu kami utk pulihkan keadaan kami yg terasa truk sgt akibat design sem lepas.ku fikir,hari jumaat ni.nak tnya die balik.apa yg die nak from our minor project sbenanya.

semalam,on wednesday 24th dec,after kirtorg habis class history,kitorg dgr berita yg mengejutkan.(cerita dari satu sumber)dr shukri accident,case study students jatuh atas die waktu die tgh angkt benda tu.kaca tu pecah atas kaki die.then,die berjalan nak daptkan pertolongan.lambat jgkla.sebab waktu tu takde org kat situ.then ambulans dtg.ptg tu,kitorg ad input sket pasal design.tetiba,madam norwina masuk and menangis.rupa-rupanya,dr shukri da kembali ke rahmatullah.ku igt dr shukri yg satu lagi.so,diam dan baca al-fatihah jela.plej jgk kenapa ramai dak studio yg nangis.pastu ija cakap,kam,studio master kite la.ku tak thu kenapa,tetiba memancut air mata.patutla org nangis.ku plak lambat dapat effect.tak thu nak cakap apa.sdeyh.dan kitorg baca yasin waktu tu jgk.after maghrib je,bt tahlil utk arwahh.al-fatihah kepada Asst. Prof. Dr. Ahmad Shukri Yusof.moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman.

eiduladha

da lame sgt tak blogging ni.yela,terkejar sane sini lately.dgn pegi balik hospitalnya,helping my mum and other things to do.ni pun kre sempat jgk nak blog waktu raya korban.

bnyk benda yg berlaku before this raya korban.dgn tanah runtuh,accident,banjir,many things happened.rumah terkorban,manusia terkorban dan harta benda.bencana blh terjadi ble2 mase je tanpa mengira waktu.I have a lecturer yg duduk dkt bukit antarabangsa tu,if im not mistaken.but i dont know whether her house kne ke tak.harap2 tak la.

hmm,raya korban kali ni,terasa lain jgk sebab tanpa atok ayah,my beloved atok.but still,macm biasa la.makanan akan banyak terhidang di atas meja.sedap2 lak tu.i went back to my hometown on sunday sebab ada bnyk urusan yg kne bt dlu.then,pagi2 isnin da bgn.igt nak pergi tgk lembu kne sembelih tp,memandangkan hujan turun dgn lebatnya,niat itu dikuburkan sahaja.and kitorg duduk dekat rumah menunggu daging.sambil2 tu,bt kerja lain dlu.and mmg silap la my aunt pergi letak her novel atas meja.and ble da nampak apa lagi,hantu novel ni pun segera ke meja dan mengambil novel itu dan dibawa ke dlam blik.dari pagi hingga ptg tak lekang2 dgn membaca.hayati la kononnya.makan pun sanggup tinggal.kalau hari2 macam ni best jgk.kurus la sket badan.

sambil2 tu mangacau sepupu2 sebab takde kerja.melayan makcik2 yg suke mengacau.and after da dapat daging,kerja bapaku sertapakcik2 ku melapah kat dapur.tak masuk campur la.then,masa yg ditunggu2 my mum and aunts smua masak stew.sedap hingga menjilat jari.pastu,my uncle and aunty balik ke jb balik.sunyi la sket.bsknya,kitorg ajak pakcik kami yg paling muda which he can be considered as my abg (sebab jarak umur kitorg tak jauh pun) pergi ke shopping mall.and masa utk mengetuk.agknya die pun menyesal ajak kitorg.bkn senang nak suruh die blanja.and kitorg bertolak balik ke kl malam tuesday.

korban kali ni bestla jgk.walaupun tak ckp sorang.kesian die makan maggi je waktu kitorg makan stew.haha.sorry ye abg nuar.