Saturday, February 27, 2010


friends are a place for us to have fun.
friends are sometimes being the one who broke our heart.
friends can be the one we can trust to.
friends can also be the fellar that we cant trust to.
they are friends that are always there with us.
friends being with us in any conditions we are into.
the person that are taking care of us can be our friends too.
they can also be the culprit that can BADMOUTHING us.
person who may be the mastermind to backbiting us too.
for as far as I know, we should love and care for our friends.
to love each other is better than to hate each other.

wise man said,

Wishing to be friends is quick work, but friendship is a slow ripening fruit.

For though we love both the truth and our friends, piety requires us to honor the truth first.

True friends stab you in the front

Be careful the environment you choose for it will shape you; be careful the friends you choose for you will become like them.

I always want my beloved friends to know i love them the way they are.
be yourself and dont follow others.
I hope u can think what is good and what is bad for u to follow.
I dont want to stop u from being friends with others.
I hate it when people are talking about you.
I love it when people loves you.
I hate it when a friend try to be really NICE infront us but can turn to DEVIL(as for badmouthing) behind us.
Thats for today.
Love your friend as who they are.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

The story continue

The previous entry is continued by todays experience. Last night, I just posted the entry on remembering death. And today it happens to my mum's friend's husband. Just got back from the musolla nearby to perform 'solat jenazah'. My first experience to do the prayer. As I was there and looking at the widow who were surrounded by a lot of people who wanted to greet her and pleased her on her husbands death, I really admire her on her patience accepting the fate that her husband is already gone. All her three boys were there to bathe their father's body. Alhamdulillah for their family that everything went smooth. Think of this today. Maybe today its their time, and who knows tomorrow will be ours.Wallahu a'lam

Friday, February 12, 2010

Its about life

Hmm,another topic that pop up in my mind is about life. I dont know why, somehow I am afraid of continuing the journey of being a mankind in this Universe. Not to say that Im dying tomorrow, but it may be happen in just a snap of fingers. Means to say,it can happen anytime and anywhere. Its about the cycle of life that we have to think of. Everyday,babies are born and they will be replaced with the numbers of dead people whom may be consists of old and young people.

The thought keeps on playing in my mind and the readings on the facts that happen in our daily life really strengthen it. Its time for me to think about it deeply. That day I read loads of newspaper that gave the news on accidents happened here and there. The first day that I read was about the accident on a van which the van was caught on fire and the driver pleaded to the publics to helped him by cutting his leg to get him out of the van. Nothing could be done as the publics did try to help him but It was difficult as the fire was really big. And the next day,it was about the express bus where a number of people dead on the scene. The story keeps on repeating day by day. Try to think on this thing, today we are the one who read the news in the newspaper, or watching the television and listening to the radio but tomorrow we never expect that we will be one of them and our story will be published to other people to read. And that cycle will always be repeated.

Like now, Im reading it and Im always thinking of how, someday the thing will be happening to me. Maybe not through accidents. Maybe its through other ways. Hmm, really truly deeply in my heart, Im afraid of 'that' moment. You know when Izrail comes to us to take our life. Im afraid of that and it always make me think of, am I ready to answer the questions and to live the life in the Hereafter. Im asking myself, am I successfully being the vicegerent on this universe? am I well equipped with all the requirements that God ask me to do as a Muslimah. And right now, the answer is still No. I do know it and I hope and pray to Him to give me the chance of being a good slave of Him and are always be ready and fully equipped with the do's and dont's before it comes to my turn. AMIN. mind my english.