Its about life

Hmm,another topic that pop up in my mind is about life. I dont know why, somehow I am afraid of continuing the journey of being a mankind in this Universe. Not to say that Im dying tomorrow, but it may be happen in just a snap of fingers. Means to say,it can happen anytime and anywhere. Its about the cycle of life that we have to think of. Everyday,babies are born and they will be replaced with the numbers of dead people whom may be consists of old and young people.

The thought keeps on playing in my mind and the readings on the facts that happen in our daily life really strengthen it. Its time for me to think about it deeply. That day I read loads of newspaper that gave the news on accidents happened here and there. The first day that I read was about the accident on a van which the van was caught on fire and the driver pleaded to the publics to helped him by cutting his leg to get him out of the van. Nothing could be done as the publics did try to help him but It was difficult as the fire was really big. And the next day,it was about the express bus where a number of people dead on the scene. The story keeps on repeating day by day. Try to think on this thing, today we are the one who read the news in the newspaper, or watching the television and listening to the radio but tomorrow we never expect that we will be one of them and our story will be published to other people to read. And that cycle will always be repeated.

Like now, Im reading it and Im always thinking of how, someday the thing will be happening to me. Maybe not through accidents. Maybe its through other ways. Hmm, really truly deeply in my heart, Im afraid of 'that' moment. You know when Izrail comes to us to take our life. Im afraid of that and it always make me think of, am I ready to answer the questions and to live the life in the Hereafter. Im asking myself, am I successfully being the vicegerent on this universe? am I well equipped with all the requirements that God ask me to do as a Muslimah. And right now, the answer is still No. I do know it and I hope and pray to Him to give me the chance of being a good slave of Him and are always be ready and fully equipped with the do's and dont's before it comes to my turn. AMIN. mind my english.